(dis)organisation

i seldom do blog text of late..
i could be so random and disorganised
i'd rather wait till i hv clearer thoughts
or i would start drafting one not knowing wat to finish it w.

time to get busy soon
the Calender flipped to the 'September page'
couldnt wait for the coming of this mth for some few mths..
the DR perf! the trip to Korea!
hv looked fwd to getting busy for perfs.. wat more the bond and friendship we develop w our co-performers thru' them?
cliche, but true.
that could be my motivation which seem to hv differed..
now i can't seem to put my finger on what could be going wrong, or right
indeed, change is the only constant.
like to take a step back from everything ..
but it doesnt seem to be to right time now to do so.

told se we'v to spend more time b4 i leave for korea
which is made more unrealistic w increasing freq of rehs, and his shift work.
then again, when there's a Will there's a way


looking for an answer
waiting for guidance from an angel
hoping to be ignorant again